Planning my next holiday.... this will be in Lankayan Sabah. Muck diving....my favorite!!!
So far, Azrin, Inda, Kaz, Salwa have bought their tickets.... hoping a few more friends will join. On the KIV list are Mulderizz (my long time internet buddy from Singapore), Shelly and Diana. Also enticed to follow would be my sis Marina and Wan her hubby..
I will be diving again this weekend.... and will be on the Kaleebso doin Tioman LOB style. Not sure if my camera is ready but then the diving will be great. It will be me, Marina, Wan, Saliha, Kaz, Inda, Shalimar(my buddy from the girl guides) and her friend Diana.
Life is not fair. Why does Meredith Grey gets a cute hunky neurosurgeon and gets to work in a hospital where everyone looks damn good. And the cardiothoracic surgeon is not bad looking too.
Where ever i I worked ( I have worked in HKL, UH, Penang GH, and now Temerloh GH) there has not been a remotely good looking guy that can spur me on to wake up for work. Even the occasional good looking dying patient like the one Izzie was head over heels has yet to surface.... Ahhhhh.......all those kids wanting to become doctors to have a life full of fun, sex and scandals would be very disappointed listening to my life as an orthopaedic surgeon... No scandals, no sex in the call rooms, and the closest I come to something remotely exciting will be the time my surgeon played footsie with me during OT.
This life is boring .....................................
I am now on dail up....
Called the TM 100 number.... It takes bloody TWO days to determine what wrong with my streamyx connection... I dunno how long for them to rectify it after that.
I am pissed... now I feel like I am living in Temerloh.
Pronunciation: "kän-v&-'kA-sh&n
This is the varicella virus which I supposedly now having.....yup chicken pox. Who says that when you get it once you'll never get it again.... My first chicken pox infection was in November 2000 when I was a junior MO in the Paediatric ward in HKL. Contracted it when an infant was brought in with severe infection when I was oncall... no choice but to clerk, examine and treat. 10 days later I came down with severe headaches , fever and later the rashes.
This time around it is different. No prodrome symptoms - no fever, no headaches (not that I can remember). Woke up on Monday felt pain in my right flank - looked in the mirror and there it was few maculopapular lesions. Initially thought it was Zoster or shingles as there was none on the other side but decided not to risk it and called in sick. When to see the physician who was my classmate in UM but he wasn't convinced. Told me to take some Cloxacillin as he thinks it is a staphylococcal infection.... told me not to go to OT but should wash hands in between seeing patients in clinic.... No OT??? As a surgeon I think that is the bulk of my work.
At night I decided to check again my body.... whole trunk now affected. I then decide to self treat - T acyclovir 800mg 5 hourly for 7 days. Even if it is not varicella it looks viral and I don't know how infective it is.... called in sick again, decided to go see my GP friend in KL.
My rashes got worse and everyone who looked at it thinks it's chicken pox.
Today, I got appointment to see my good friend Joseph in HKL. If he thinks it is then MC for another 7 days.....arrgghhh... I going bonkers.... as I cannot go out nor work
Plus, looks like my trip to Tioman may be cancelled... Arrgghhhh...
Got back from Redang earlier this morning...
The Rescue Diver course was difficult. I have to beef up and work on my stamina. I managed (barely) to finish all the modules. It was tough, especially the tired divers' tow and carrying the victim to land (well, I dragged my 76kg victim to land). After an hour's session of in water rescue breathing and diver's tow I almost gave up.... ahhhh... was thinking, can we continue another day. But Kaz the perfectionist would not let me go that easily... again!!! again!!! again!!! when I stumbled on the sequence etc...
The theory exams was ok.. more of common sense. But I got 5 wrong....there my commonsense became nonsense...hehehehe... but at least it is enough to pass.
So now I am a Rescue Diver..hahaha... hopefully no one would ever needs rescueing..
Why did I do it??? Good question, was thinking about that when I was suffering towing my 'victim'... Well, I dive a lot, with a lot of different people with different dive experiences. I shudder to think if the day comes when one of my 'buddies' may need my assistance during diving and I am not equipped with the knowledge to help them...
Another is, maybe I want to go further in this passion of mine... Master Scuba Diver or the other wing of professional dive industry... Still thinking and keeping my options open.
The most enjoyable experience for me this time is seeing NOT ONE but TWO seahorses... ahhh dream come through... During our last dive yesterday, Adrin aka Macha took us to Holysand.. ahhh because of the seahorses I deco'ed... Macha had to do 10 minutes of safety stop.. but I was grinning ear to ear...
Waiting for Macha's photos of the seahorse to post!
Alas my camera had problems so I did not take any underwater photos this time...
Got back from Redang earlier this morning...
The Rescue Diver course was difficult. I have to beef up and work on my stamina. I managed (barely) to finish all the modules. It was tough, especially the tired divers' tow and carrying the victim to land (well, I dragged my 76kg victim to land). After an hour's session of in water rescue breathing and diver's tow I almost gave up.... ahhhh... was thinking, can we continue another day. But Kaz the perfectionist would not let me go that easily... again!!! again!!! again!!! when I stumbled on the sequence etc...
The theory exams was ok.. more of common sense. But I got 5 wrong....there my commonsense became nonsense...hehehehe... but at least it is enough to pass.
So now I am a Rescue Diver..hahaha... hopefully no one would ever needs rescueing..
Why did I do it??? Good question, was thinking about that when I was suffering towing my 'victim'... Well, I dive a lot, with a lot of different people with different dive experiences. I shudder to think if the day comes when one of my 'buddies' may need my assistance during diving and I am not equipped with the knowledge to help them...
Another is, maybe I want to go further in this passion of mine... Master Scuba Diver or the other wing of professional dive industry... Still thinking and keeping my options opened.
The most enjoyable experience for me this time is seeing NOT ONE but TWO seahorses... ahhh dream come through... During our last dive yesterday, Adrin aka Macha took us to Holysand.. ahhh because of the seahorses I deco'ed... Macha had to do 10 minutes of safety stop.. but I was grinning ear to ear...
Waiting for Macha's photos of the seahorse to post!
Alas my camera had problems so I did not take any underwater photos this time...
Off to Redang tonight.... Doing my Rescue Diver Course this time round... Haven't finished my knowledge reviews... kaz is going to be mad... heheheheeh....
It's already 9.30pm and I still haven't packed............
I am sick and tired of this Pahang people.... Bomoh.... bomoh...bomoh.... They believe so much in the spirit world... that is why Pahang most famous bomoh is Mona Fandey...
Why the sudden outburst??
Well, during clinic day today my MO showed an X-ray of the tibia of a 17 year old girl. Saw her 3 weeks back and she had comminuted fracture of the upper tibia.... luckily at that time it wasn't displaced... so treated with cast, alignment was perfect
Well, at home she took off the cast, went to the bomoh and today came crying as the leg is now bent.
Now have to plan for surgery.....MORE WORK FOR ME!!!!!!
Hmmmmm...... hate these idiotic morons
I felt it again today.... palpitations... for a brief moment while having dinner with my colleague Su. Asked her to feel my pulse... she said the volume was erratic but not tachycardic.... hmmmm.... Been having this bouts of 'palpitations' past one month.
Woke up several nights with intense awareness of my heart beats... I have no other symptoms and my heart rate then usually ranges from 80+ to 100 beats...Normally my heart rate is about 60-70bpm.
Take to my physician friend Joe, advised me to do an ECG and if all normal a Halter monitoring for 24hours. Ho also suggested few probable cause of it... some heart pathology (which may be benign or pathological),too much caffein (not a coffee nor Coke drinker)...thyroid problems (no other symptoms and my T3/T4 is normal)...or lastly too horny... I prefer the latter...hehehehe... but too bad no guys in speedo (nor in my bed) that was there to explain the symptoms.
Thinking of the ECG, perhaps tomorrow. I am a bit reluctant to do as I don't really want to know if there is anything wrong... Yeah, I am a doctor but aren't doctors the lousiest patients?
Came back to work reluctantly yesterday. Was to be a busy day, OT (operating) day for us. Had 9 cases lined up... my colleague and boss went into OT early, I was left to do rounds. Ahhh still so sleepy then.
Anyway, about 11am some old classmate (from my UM undergrad days called)
classmate :" Hey lynn, xxx ere"
Me :" Hey, wassup?"
Classmate:" Want to ask you a favor..."
Me : " Yeah, what can I do?"
Classmate:" My friend's dad 'En So and so' was admitted to your ward with a hip fracture and you told him waiting time is 2 weeks. Can you hasten his surgery as a favor to me?"
Me :" Huh?"
:"I am sorry dear, I have 15 patients on traction if I want to hasten anyone's surgery I have to follow the order they came in to the hospital... No cannot help you there"
15 minutes later got a call from my MO that the patient wants AOR to go to UH as treatment there is faster.... yeah go ahead... worked in UH... same waiting time...whatever!
What pisses me off is my 'friend' having the cheek to ask me all this things. When I went for my dental checkup in a government hospital I took a number, waited 2 hours for my turn. Never have I asked the nurses can I be seen earlier as I am a doctor....NEVER!!!
It's not fair for others, and I cannot oblige!!!!
Went to Perhentian this weekend with three friends Demon, Trisha and Kurt. Enjoyed the dives as viz were excellent and there were almost no currents. Saw a lot of marine life too.
For more photos,
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bakawali/sets/72157601545989968/
Saw Lily's blog on her astrological sign and what I presumed the love of her life. Anyway, I was wondering what is predicted of my lovelife in the astrological terms....This is what was written
She may appear like the photograph of that dream girl most men carry around in a hidden locket of their minds. But lurking just below the surface of that shy, sweet image is a superbly sensual woman. There are secret emotional depths to her, and like the story of the Sleeping Beauty and her Prince it takes love to awaken her eroticism. Love unlocks the smoldering fire hidden by her diffident manner.
Don't expect her to be forward, however, because she doesn't know how to be. You must pick up the subtle clue, the unspoken invitation. She may be trying to get in touch with you while your emotional phone is off the hook. If you miss that first chance, you're probably out of luck. Her feelings are too vulnerable for her to risk another overture.
As with all the water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces), the quality of trust is very important to her in a relationship. The Cancer woman is very cautious about giving her heart away. The two things she needs more than anything else are love and security, and she offers undying loyalty to a man who makes her feel secure. She has eyes only for him, and she'll cling as tenaciously as if she had pincers instead of arms. A betrayal in love is devastating, and takes a long, long time for her to forgive. In truth, she never forgives—rationally, yes, perhaps, but emotionally, never.
On first meeting Cancer woman you will find that she can be flirtatious, although in true subtle Cancerian fashion her flirting is done in a quiet way. Hers is not a flamboyant personality, but rather one of gentleness, depth, and richness. She is not only romantic, she's convinced that love, love, love is the secret of life. She wants to discover the secret with the man of her dreams. This sounds old-fashioned, but that's part of her charm: she is old-fashioned. It's a special quality that makes men feel protective toward her.
A confirmed sentimentalist, she loves to collect mementos from the past and pore over them. She frames old photographs, keeps old letters, stays in touch with old friends. She is devoted to her mate and to her family.
Affectionate, romantic, feminine, sympathetic, imaginative, and sweetly seductive, this quintessential woman can make home a place that a man never wants to leave.
Was looking at my logbooks today....(Packing for Perhentian)
Started diving 2nd February 2004 - OWD
AOWD - 19th December 2004
Year 2004 - 24 dives
Year 2005 -59 dives
Year 2006 - 48 dives
Year 2007 - so far 24 dives (season only started in May...after exams), reckon I have another 24 to go to equal 2006.... This weekend 5 dives, next weekend Rescue...dunno if get to dive, the weekend after Merdeka hopefully another 7 dives..... only twelve.....
Places I have been diving
Tioman - 3x
Perhentian - 5x
Redang - 4x
Lombok - 1x
Bali - 1x
Sipadan, Kapalai, Mabul - 4x
Mataking - 1x
Lang Tengah -1x
Jarak -2x
Payar - 1x
TAR park - 2x
More places haven't covered....
Been under the weather lately. Nothing serious, but been having bouts of occasional dizziness and palpitation. Felt lightheaded again tonight while driving to the hospital to do rounds, decided not to take the stairs but the lift this time.
BP was 110/62 pulse 67. Hmmm..seems ok. Decided to take a full blood investigation FBC, FBS, FLP, serum uric acid, renal profile.... will know results tomorrow.
Hope I am ok for the weekend. Maybe it's diving that I need!
I am oncall again this weekend... ah... last night decided that I at least have to do something constructive today. Not just switch on the internet and watch ASTRO. And so, woke up at 7.30am, rolled in bed, drove to Mentakab to swim at the Bukit Bendera Resort. Swam for about 45 minutes, then drove to hospital and did rounds with the MOs and HOs.
By 11 I was free, hmmmm.... so I decided to walk around Taman Bandar, a lakeside recreational area in Temerloh town. Seen it everytime I pass the UMNO building..it's on the opposite side. Never expected a huge area.. However, as usual, the place is not well kept. Litter everywhere, there are adequate rubbish bins but they are under-utilised. I am so used to the cleanliness of Taman Tasik Titiwangsa and I found this disturbing.
However, we must blame the visitors. Malaysians, although we claim we are going towards developed nation, do not have the mentality and attitude of a developed nation. People have the 'tak apa' attitude.... "buanglah sampah merata-rata...takpe... apa guna ada majlis perbandaran"... "tandas tak jirus, takpe...apa guna bayar 20 sen"... Aaarrrggghhhhh....
We have to teach and educate our fellow Malaysians on basic hygiene and cleanliness. Just because some other person left rubbish on the street doesn't mean everyone has to add on to the pile. It starts with ONE person, it might be a small gesture but it's a start.
Teach our young ones and hopefully they'll grow up with the right attitude. My dad used to scold us if we throw anything out of the car and at the end of a trip his car is usually messed up with the rubish us kids make. He would clean up after us but never complain. We were told that if we don't take care of the environment we have no one to blame except ourselves when our homes and towns become a dump pile. When we went for picnics, my parents would prepare rubbish bags and all of us had to clear our mess and take it back home to be disposed. And thus one would understand why I cringe when I see some parents encouraging their kids to litter.
Spent the last hour or two making leaflet on diabetic foot care for my patients. Had to translate the info I had into Malay.... That was difficult. I still don't have an idea what certain words are in Malay. Help anyone... these are terms related to the feet
aku memang tak berhati besar
untuk memahami
hatimu disana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
untuk menyadari
kau bukan milikku lagi
dengar dengarkan aku
aku akan bertahan sampai kapanpun
sampai kapanpun
wow.. wow...
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna tuk dirimu
usailah sudah kisah yang tak sempurna
untuk kita kenang
andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan
butiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik
dan waktu mendatang
After almost 4 hours I am again irritated. This TP really gets on my nerves. For those who haven't read my previous blog TP stands for Timbalan Pengarah of my hospital.
At 2.45pm on a Friday afternoon.....krriinnnggggg.....
"Hello, Ms Lynn ya, Ms Lynn kat mana?"
I was thinking " what de heck, who are you to ask me where I am"
Me "Ini siapa?"
"Oh ini xxx PA Dr Sxxxx, Ms kena datang sekarang jugak untuk mesyuarat pakar di pejabat pengarah"
Me: "Uh..duh....Haaa? Saya tak dapat pun apa-apa surat jemputan".
"Oh...TP memang tak hantar surat, dia suruh datang sekarang juga"
Me: "Uh...tentang apa...?"
"Saya pun tak tau..."
Me : "Uh..ok"
My head was spinning..... what de f#$%.....? Got so pissed. Decided to put phone on call divert... Diverted to some 3D number in KL...hehehehehehe.........
Anyway, the stupid TP must have thought she can easily bully me into doin something. The bitch talked to me at about 10 am today, and did not have any courtesy to inform me of the meeting. And then asked her 'idiotic" assistant to call to 'order' me to come.... Hello.....
ORDER ME??? That's a silly mistake. I am in a sense still a rebellious teenager... I refuse to be ordered..... As I refused and sabotaged a few people when they order me around just because I am a girl....
That reminds me of Form 6 in Setapak High.
First week... Was put in the Form 6S3 ( mixed class of bio and double maths students). As a result, we had 28 boys compared to 7 girls. Class monitor selected, and first thing he did and said was.... "oh we have to decorate the class... Lynn... you have to get curtains for the class"...
Me: "Hey why me?"
Robert (the CM) :"Coz you are a girl and girls should keep the class clean and beautiful"
I decided not to argue but get even.
The following week, a class with majority guys had shocking pink curtains, pink notice boards, pink ribbons here and there, pink flowers....and so on..... I came early (at 6 am) to set-up all the pink stuff and waited for the boys to enter class at 7.30am... and my god, revenge is damn sweet. The boys faces were indescribable...... till today, 14 years down the line, I can still remember... and smile....
I am upset.
Got a phone call from the hospital's Timbalan Pengarah asking me how much is the surgery for the KSN's brother surgery. Told her I had no idea, but shouldn't be a problem coz the family was agreeable and said they can afford paying for the implant. He has a neck of femur fracture and thus require a hemiarthroplasty.
But the TP was adamant, "oh, State Pengarah wants to know so.....". I got irritated, hate bereaucracy, hate ass-kissers, and hate stupid bitches!... When I told then to give my number to KSN or even the SP so I can explain what's going on she refuse...aiyaaa...I know la you're scared I become Datuk 1st....
Anyway, out of frustration I told her off..." what is this... they can afford the surgery and implant and I have spoken to the sons and daughther and they agreed... plus he is not a government servant or whatever, that entitles him free treatment and implants.."; "It's not fair when you ask me to differentiate patients on who is their relative or their posts...". And the TP was flustered and went on and on that it's not her wish...blah...blah...blah.....
"Ah...whatever!!!"
Isn't this situation crap? I am irritated because for the past 8 years, I have never differentiated my patients based on their status or wealth... I treat all like I will treat my family, my parents.... I think when I do that I would not make any poor judgment for my patients' care.
I hate it when people insists to be called Datuk, Tan Sri or whatever la. Most of the times it's not the person hinself... It's the Bureaucrats that make such a fuss.
When I was in HKL few years back, I used to look after this nice old man who had osteomyelitis of the foot. He was kept in the 1st Class nephrology ward (he had renal failure too) and I came daily to examine and dress his would. I would call him uncle and he's very happy when I come... Every time they hear me calling him Uncle, the ward sister (or matron) reprimanded me and told me to call him Dato' . As if I care, Uncle and I had a special bond, I was the one making sure his feet would survive. He later passed away but I met his wife after that and she actually thanked me and said Uncle had told her that I had genuine care for him and considered me like his own daughter.
I guess when you treat people like family you become family.
I may be disorganised but I usually map out my plans 6 months earlier (confusing, huh?). So for the rest of the year,
18-19 August - Perhentian Diving Trip
24-26th August - Rescue Course at Redang
31st August weekend - oncall in Temerloh... planned to watch TV all day long..plus get DVDs etc
5th September - convocation in UM....going? not sure, lazy to pick up gown,pay my fees, sit for 3 hours in de hall, send the gown...blah blah blah...
8-9th September - ? FREE ? What to do?? Last dive???
13-14th October - Raya... Do I want to take pre Raya or post Raya????
2nd to 5th November - Seam Reap....Finally I'm going to Angkor WAt
1st December - Shireene Anne's wedding
Only leave I have left are 8 days...thus you must understand why I want to miss the convocation...
I am so tired this past week.... keep dozing off and yawning all day long... Why? It may be an accumulated sleep deficit that I have had past few weeks. My last satisfying, deep sleep was in Bali. That's why I love diving, I would sleep like a log everytime I go diving... and it's so enjoyable.
Last night I blacked out at about 9pm.........was on the sofa and I dozed off.....slept till 4am... my internal alarm clock (in my brain) went off and after that I can't sleep. Went on to clean the house till bout 7am and then bathed for work.....
An now at 6pm...again I am so sleepy... have to break the cycle.....have to break the....cycle... have to break.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Re-started swimming yesterday.... why you may ask.
1. I'm planning to do my rescue course in 3 weeks' time. Need to shape up
2. Advising patient to exercise 3 times a week for at least 20 minutes but not doing it myself makes me a hypocrite
3. My weight have been stagnant at 59.9 kg. That is the heaviest I have been ever!!!
4. I am deco'ing on the surface- need some water immersion... hehehehe..at least chlorinated water.
I managed to do 500m yesterday (300n non stop followed by another 200m)...I thought it was a good attempt. Today I did 650m (initial 450m non stop)...
Let's see how far I can push myself (planning to swim daily 1000m non stop)
Question: What is the duty of an orthopedic doctor?
Answer: To give MC
That is what I think some of the patients think.
Today a female teacher was admitted with segmental fracture of the tibia. It is bad, without surgery i.e interlocking nail she most probably may end up with an angulated and shortened leg.
But she refuse as she wants to visit the 'bomoh patah'. After advising her she was still adamant. Well, I can't be bothered. She can do what she wants... But to give her MC to seek other alternative treatment and come back for more MC is not my idea of being a orthopedic surgeon. So I told my houseofficers to get her to sign an AOR (at own risk discharge) and give her MC till the day she leaves the hospital.
I refuse to give her an appointment to see us back coz it is a waste of time. They come back to get us to re-xray the limb to show the bomoh (thus stealing the radiographs in the process). A waste of my time!!!! I predict, she is going to have problems at work as no government department recognises MC from the bomoh. But do I care??
It's now 2310 hours, and it has been a long day for me. I have a blocked nose and may be coming down with fever. It all started yesterday.Woke up at 5 am (slept at 1am) to prepare my presentation for a state level talk for medical officers and paramedics which was supposed to start at 9am. I barely made the deadline...
By noon I went shopping, mom and the whole jingbang decided to come to visit me plus visit the Pekansari on Sunday morning... they told me I don't have to bother bout preparing food but since I'm having my 1st official visitors ever since I moved here I decided "ahh... what the heck". Went first to the market and then supermarket... bought more cups and plates and some utensils... I only have stuff sufficient for 6 guests :).
My guests arrived at 1600hours. I realise then my apartment is very small. Everyone brought their own pillows and 'toto' as I warned them beforehand that I don't have enough beddings... not enough for 10 people anyway. Arrgghhh.... so many people in a small confined space!
Anyway, the plus side of the visit is I got to makan mom's nasi lemak, patin masak tempoyak and also got a few free stuff. 4 pans and pots; 4 stools, a table fan; a carpet; few cutleries.
The downside is, I got my flu. I was drinking iced ribena whole night...me and iced water don't mix.... Woke up feeling so lethargic..... aaahhhhhh.....
My family left at bout 1400hours while I was at the hospital.. had to go and do the surgery on a 8 year old who had a patella fracture and couldn't make it to watch them 'off' (not to say their taking any flight..heheheheheh)..
Slept after that till 1800hours which made me feel more and more lethargic. Decided to go swimming... my cure to lethargy is to exert the body more.... more blood flow... Well, it worked to a certain extent.... no more stiff neck.
Now, back at home after my night rounds took me nearly 90minutes to write this... I am such a poor writer! Going to sleep soon... got cases to do tomorrow in the elective OT. Hope I get better!
This is dedicated to my friend who is madly in love... I am so envious...Wish I am in love too
Yesterday a 15 year old was admitted with fracture of his femur following a motorcycle accident. When I asked him whether he has a driving license the dad (who sounded irritated) told me that he was just riding in the neighborhood.... Uh duh... Stupid dad. Doesn't he know that a lot of accidents involving youngsters and motorbikes are in the housing estate.
He was lucky he only had a broken femur, things could be worse... head injury, cervical fractures, abdominal injuries all which can be fatal. And to fracture a femur a huge force is required... I wonder what was the speed at impact? At least 80km an hour... hmmm ... housing estate?
I was trying to goggle the info on motorvehicle accidents in housing estates in Malaysia but no avail... Maybe some one should pull out the data on this and show these moronic parents!!! They should shoulder the responsibility on a parents. I am all for punishing the parents (or owner of the vehicle) if a child or youngster is caught without a valid driving license.
Kids think it's child's play but one has to forgive them, they do not know and have not seen the dangers of motorcycles . It is the adults who have to guide and direct them.
I am sure in a year or two this kid is going to be admitted again for some other fracture. Then he is going to say the same thing... "It wasn't my fault", that is, if he is alive!
Been practising taking macro shots with my strobe n lenses... above water la... hopefully that'll help in Bali
Sunday by this time we will be in Kuta... Saliha, Wanie, Amir, Kaz and me.... never dreamt I'll go to Bali to dive... but with Airasia anyone can fly.... It will be Amir's maiden voyage to lands beyond the Malaysian border.
This may also be our last trip with Saliha before she leaves for Aberdeen... ahhhh...
Hope that we'll se mantas and sunfish... Yanie emailed Kaz and Saliha that the currents are strong. Already packed my safety sausage and finally getting a reef hook... I am all set.
will post the report when I get back
Another photo of Marina's wedding (with captions added using FlickrToys)*wink*
After so much fuss, my darling sister got hitched on 7th July. My sis is 29, much younger than me. I am happy for her as her husband appears to be a down to earth person. Congratulations dear.
A few kids went and trample on my garden to steal the rambutan... they were so arrogant that they refuse to budge when I told them off... only left when I threatened them...
These are kids 10-12 years... There must be something wrong...as these kids think that my tree is their property... Don't mind if they ask but stealing???
This morning my brother sms'ed me. "Happy birthday, btw Danko is dead"
Danko is our cat... actually Marina was the one who adopted her but it became our cat. We named her Danko after sargeant Danko of the Dirty Dozen (my favorite show back then) and her sibling was named Hitler as she had a small 'mustache' that looked like the dictator... Anyway, Hitler died as a kitty and Danko lived to be 18 years.
She was my companion when I used to stay up late to study for SRP, SPM and STPM.... and she used to sit on my books when she thought I had studied enough...
Mom said she died in the house... as all cats, she tried to get out to die alone but my mother won't let her.... so I'm glad she did not die alone.
Sad as I am.... but she has been a good cat... Know you'll reach cat heaven. Love you, Danks.
Two people I know are feeling absolutely down this week. Their emotions were determined by actions of others, their loved ones. Both expressed to me their intentions of not living anymore... I am truly aghast, sad.... for both are strong persons who have lived life to the fullest and who have very strong personalites.
I am truly sad.....
I now choose not to ever let anyone be a factor in my happiness... It's only me and myself.
32 years and 364 days....
I am thankful for having very few but great friends:
1. Woan Ling whom I know for the past 20 years
2. Joe my kaki lepak in Uni....
3. Shanta - without you i would not have passed MBBS
4. Rizuani my dearest roomie during HO and whom I spent time with exploring Penang
5. Nonoi
6. Avthar my 1st MO who tried to seksa me....and taught me the right way to do things
7. Thamby aka Siva
8. Syima
9. Fazah... who made life bearable when I had to go back to UM....Thank god I found you during hand posting...
10. Dalilah... my dearest friend who's always irritated coz I am sarcastic...sorry babe
9. Kaz my dearest divemaster who made diving safe and enjoyable
My dive buddies and good friends... thank god I took up diving or I would have not met you guys
10. Saliha
11. Ezwani
12. Haidar
13. Azrin & Inda
14. .....................
LOVE YOU GUYS
Well, it's the eve of my birthday and I'm sitting ere watching cartoons....
I wish:
1. I'll get a new wallet...as my wallet fell into the toilet at MIDE on Sunday
2. I have enough cash to go diving every month (better every week) for the rest of my life
3. Some angel would give me a free diving trip
4. I can work in a place near an awesome dive sites
5. My friends are happy and will forever be happy
6. I can wake up every morning in the arms of someone who loves me (dream on...)
7. I'll get to meet more great friends in this life time
8. I can eat like a pig and be so slim that i don't have to buy a new wetsuit
9. I can buy a new car and still have money to dive (see wishlist no 2)
10. Take great underwater photos although I suck at topside photos
11. to be continued
Is this what he's thinking when all this happened???
SOng: Kekal
Singer: Spider
Tidak percaya
Dan pernah aku menduga
Kasih terpisah
Dalam sekelip mata
Sukar untuk dimengerti
Berat untuk difahami
Mengapa mawarku berduri
Kau pelangi mengiringi gerimisku
Kau.. kau di dalam hatiku
Kau dalam ingatan
Kau sebagai kasihku
Kekal sepanjang zaman
Kira kau dan aku
Satu hari nanti
Akan bersatu
Biar terbakar jiwa di perjalanan
Ku bersumpah
Akan pulang ke pangkuan
Kau cahaya menyinari duniaku
Kau kekal di dalam hatiku
Kau dalam ingatan
Kau sebagai kasihku
Kekal sepanjang zaman
Kira kau dan aku
Satu hari nanti
Akan bersatu ( 2X )
Been listening to two malay songs over this week.... A bit melancholic this week... since my birthday is reaching soon.... and I will be working here
The 1st Tiada Lagi -by Amy Search. It was originally sung by Mayang Sari
Sia-sia sudah
Kita jalin cinta
Bila hati selalu berbeda
Sampai kapan lagi
Aku harus menahan
Rasa kecewa di dalam dada
Seandainya kita masih bersatu
Tak mungkinkan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta
Biarkan saja berakhir sampai
Di sini
Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan
Tiada lagi yang ku impikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa diri mu
Tiada lagi kata cintamu
Takkan lagi ku bersama mu
Biar ku simpan semua
Kenangan ku bersamamu
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